Deceptiveness: State, Religion, Sex and hijacking the Brain

Why that happens when states and state associated intelligence
agencies wants to cage the brains, minds and thinking, they stage
dramas?

Why that happens when states fear thinking brains and uncompromising
minds in certain moments more than the movements?

Because some persons become symbols in their people's existence.

Because some minds are capable to think beyond the matrix.

Because state structures are more conservative, slow in their pace to
adopt change and transformation.
Because states in long run today becomes more an organism of interest
groups and mafias than that of an structure of appropriate social
order.

There is an important phenomenon, which is usually created when states
act against the spirit and characteristic of the social institutions,
norms and principles. For almost all of the states, there is only one
principle 'Statism'.

Pakistan that claims to be an Islamic state, has been doing every
thing against the spirit of Islam. There are some countries, which are
Christian majority but have a full history of acts that have been
against the principles of Christianity.

I have personally and my families have undergone the years of
persecution by Pakistan and on behalf of Pakistan. During my last two
years in India, I gave protest sit-in at Jantar Mantar, a place in
front of one oldest Church of Delhi. I lived in a Hindu temple and a
Muslim shrine. No full stop came to our persecution at these area.
Non-ethics dominated and prevailed everywhere. Instead, the religious
practitioners at all three places became part of persecutors, albeit
unwillingly. Therefore, if seen in the realistic matrix, it is the
HUMANISM alone that has to be a real the 'something', the real divine
our times because a divine is necessary to serve humans and humanity,
and hence establish a strong personal relation between individual and
nature (God). It is therefore, until religion does not become the
personal entity, the majority of issues of humankind would not get
solved.

Coming to the issue of our persecution, we have learned a lot because
we have suffered a lot and undergone the worst.

A state like India, has remained unable to address our issue not
because it is unable to do so but because it has been stuck to the
'State Dharam' in which our victimization has been perceived in the
state interest. Yes, the silent consent by Indian agencies (in
Kathmandu) for our poisoning and persecution in Nepal by Pakistan has
been they key factor probably behind the fact that when we stepped
down at Delhi, the very same process of persecution started. None was
allowed to undertake the medical treatment of us in Delhi. It was no
doubt the greatness of some Indian doctors who undertook our medical
treatment.

I cannot forget the positive role by some of the Indian system
components that kept on helping us in such an adverse situation. The
professional support by some Indian journalists and rights activists
has always remained unforgettable. I was told once by an official of
Ministry of External Affairs in Delhi while I was protesting at Press
Club of India that seventy five percent poison was detoxified from my
body until October 2013.


Blending fallacious personal with the political:

When states want to hunt someone, they create traps for minds and
thoughts. Time and again, it has been quoted that our persecution by
Pakistan is being facilitated in India on the instance of a powerful
country. Which one is that powerful country - nobody knows. I haven't
been told who is behind all this.

As it happens, whenever a state wants to suppress a nation or its
leading activists and faces, it blends blames of personal nature and
exaggerates and create fallacious assumptions with the allegations of
social and political nature. I am also not spared from that. This, for
the first time, I came to know in Kathmandu, Nepal when a Senior of a
leading Film Documentary Institution, a lady, told me that Pakistan
has also said, "You are a womanizer." And, "I have been asked to take
you in my fold to engage with you in Film Production profession
because womanizers have potential to become best film directors."
"Thanks for the best offer," I replied. "I am unfortunate that I was
not been even an average sex-buddy not because I was a pious kind of
person, but because I had no time for that." "Anyone, who is creative
and have power of imagination can be a film director, womanizer is not
a quality in any way," I laughed and added.

I am undergoing process of opening-up in India. "Opening Up" is the
best cover for our persecution. "Three persons were selected. Two have
admitted in UK and USA that they are Lions, the remaining one is you,
who is not opening up. This is a matter of our international
professional reputation," an Indian Intelligence Agency official said
me in 2014.

I am being asked the questions of personal nature. The names of my
ex-girl friends and details of illicit relations if any (although I
believe in the morality and reality that no relation can be illicit
until it is unconsented and your existing partner has problem with
that.). I have told them whatsoever are the popular names of women in
Sindh, Balochistan and India -- a few dozens names knowing that
nothing would be beneficial for them because if you tell them even the
names of the persons, whom you have only read and seen in the
newspapers and television, how that can be established. I have no
doubt mentioned the names of my two girl friends, the only persons who
entered in my life excepting my wife. Why I have done that? Because
some of the persecutors (undercover interrogators) were probably
biased and wanted to make my shirt dirty.

I have been asked again and again about my opinion on gender, same-sex
marriages, gayism, lesbianism and incest. They have been keen to find
a gay or an incest in me. It was unfortunate of them, as I told them,
"It was unfortunate for me to not observe that side of sexuality
because of my family education, although I am clear that any contested
relation is someone's liberty beyond the gender and nature of the
sexuality."

Creating traps

Most of the intelligence agencies prefer to create traps in bid to
keep themselves on the safe side of what they have been doing against
someone. The very same has been done against me here in India. Almost
all attempts were made to find maximum negativity from me; I have been
given the chemical compounds through edibles, fumes and other stuffs,
and the work was being carried through laser technology on my mind.
All this has been done with the intention that I may become harsh,
misbehave, give fallacious statements so that our persecutors may seek
more time for furthering their agenda against us and find some
negativity out of us so that they may hide their crimes committed
against us in India.

Drama for seeking fallacious and baseless statements

When intelligence agencies commit crime, they keep on creating
pressure on the victim in a bid to seek "YES" on some fallacious
statements so that they may not only hide their crime but also further
victimize the victims. Same tactics were used against us in Pakistan,
where some gadgets were inserted in my body probably in a workshop by
Christian Studies Centre, Rawalpindi, similar kind of thing happened
in Nepal and has been happening in India as well.

Through administering high depression pharmaceutical compounds,
creating an environment of fear, and insurrection they sought at least
a few baseless statements from me, as well as generating aggression
out of me. I did it so that I may get space for running out of that
place.

Same was repeated in the worst form during our stay in India. Whenever
they wanted a statement, they gave sense losing as well as nervous
break-down compounds, and left so many persons around the place of my
positioning or staying. And, whatsoever statement they wanted to seek,
they kept on repeating around me until I started thinking on it and
repeated it in a bid to understand what they do want to achieve by
doing that. And, when I pronounced the statement, that was recorded
since gadgets are already in my body.

Many times, sex drama was also been created around me. I have either
been pushed to have sex or was push to think about having sex. They
wanted to seek some fake statements. To avoid drama furthermore, I
kept on saying that I have made sex with this and that person, whose
names are being taken by you. Besides, I told them that I have also
had sex with the dignitaries from India, Pakistan, USA and UK. If you
can prove that my sexual intercourse with your dignities is true, than
rest of the statements would also be truth.

Besides, whenever, I told them about the very serious facts of their
own, they avoided the subjects.

They just wanted to tint my image, they have shared live voice and
video stream, as I have been told by a few, to the various persons in
India, Pakistan, Nepal, Bangladesh, EU and north America.

Whenever they wanted to further tint my image particularly on the time
when a larger number of people were listening to me, they just closed
down the intellectual faculties of mind and opened up the personal
ones. And, the questions, buzz around my place and my thoughts got
mixed. Therefore, they remained satisfied that they have become able
to tint my images. Sometimes, I was given compounds to express
harshness and I had been expressing it against Indian authorities also
due to their partnership in committing crimes against me and they have
been using that statement against seeking further extension of my
persecution.

I was also told you a girl would also be managed to get sleep with you
in a bid to trap you. I used to say, "my pleasure."

Here is the broader theme of their questions:

- My image being a terrorist - my response was absolute NOT.

- My image as intelligence agent of India - my response was NOT,
however said that I have been giving intellectual input to Indian
Think-Tanks and some concerned intelligence units on the South Asian
Affairs

- My image as intelligence agent of the Western countries - my
response was NOT, however I have played role against terrorism and
have been supporting them indirectly.

- My image as intelligence agent of Pakistan - my response was
absolutely NOT. And NEVER in past, present and future

- My image as political leader - I reiterated that I am a civil and
political rights activists, was involved in politics while was student
and have contributed intellectually to the liberationaist and
federalism political parties of Sindh and to certain extent in
Balochistan

- My image as Gay, Bi-Sexual and Incest - my formal response has been
straight, has never excersised and believed in the incest; however believe that
sexuality is a someone's personal matter and anything that is
consented is fine according to realities around the sexuality in the
world today.

The worst and heinously criminal aspect of the persecution is that
like in Pakistan, they have attempted to create sex symbols in my
mind. They have activated the vein of nudity in my brain. They have
chanted some letters and words resembling to the names of my friends
as well as family members, and have been continuously pronounced
around me after giving me stimulating compounds. So whenever I write
or talk seriously, they pronounce these words, and whole of thinking
is hindered sometimes by the thought about sexuality. I can name it as
sexual and psychological torture as well.

This is what I have thought important to share with the friends. This
may add up further to knowledge of my friends.

The names of those who were also involved in the persecution of my
self, my broader family, office colleagues and friends are being asked
again and again. How can I tell them? They just want to erase all
evidences.

I am just thinking to shift my family somewhere once I am settled
anywhere in the world. I just can salute my broader family, friends
and office colleagues who remained supportive Pakistan even after
remaining in severe pressure. I also salute to the Indians, and others
who have been quite sympathetic and supportive to us.

One thing I am sure. I cannot withdraw my socio-political opinion. And
my thinking for the freedom of Sindh.

Zulfiqar Shah, New Delhi, India

Intelligence theatre: An attempt to make us insane

Although we have undergone the worst during at least last two years
here in India, the theatre -style persecution has been an ugliest
lesson in my life. I would just try to narrate some features of it.

The group, sounds and the crew:

Where ever we have lived in Delhi, we have almost faced similar
situation. As per modern surveillance mechanisms, the front-line
workers do carry wireless system mostly fitted in their intestines,
through which they hear the instructions in their ears, and whatever
they talk is usually listened by their handlers. Therefore, in modern
intelligence most of the agents actually do voice-over / lip service
of what they usually listen. There are two kinds of gadgets that are
fitted in the front-line surveillance agents - instruments which turn
your eyes into camera and transmit images to the handling centre, and
the gadget that is connected with your spine in a bid to hear whatever
you think and even talk with yourself.

Technology to read minds:

There is a combination of use of pharmaceutical compounds, verbal
mainstreaming and laser technology to push you talk about the
incidents of certain time frame. Besides, one is used to be
pressurized for taking certain names by repeating those names again
and again after giving compounds and processing laser work on the
person's brain.

Sometime, the Centre of the brain is de-activated so that the person
may not hide the realities. Usually left and right lobes of your mind
for longer memory, temples for the recent memory, and the parts of
older memory are being checked separately through the combination of
the process.

Sometimes, only one area of the mind is activated and rest are bing
closed. This is particularly done if the investigating / persecuting
intelligence agency wants to take the results of its own interests or
want to manipulate the person or want to press him for saying YES for
the untruth.

How this process has been launched against us in India:

1. There has been use of dog barking, cries of children and women, and
shouts of children especially at the time of sleeping or when I
started writing.

2. I was told wrongly that my certain family members are now in India.

3. Whenever some special happenings were bound to happen in Pakistan,
I was particularly kept under pressure to not write.

4. I was included in Gee-Row process, in which a big cue of security
agencies was made around me. I was told that their fortune depends on
my actions. Wherever I'll go, they will stay there. To release them,
I'll have to go to the same place again in bid to save them because
once you leave them there, they will become working-slaves. If I
talked against Pakistan or India or against any interest groups, these
persons would suffer.

5. At least, 'a sentence of their choice' is being repeated tens of
times so that my mind may develop a habit that whatsoever someone
says, I may repeat again and again. This was been made not only to
prove me an Insane person but also in a bid to push me making
statements they wanted me to utter and hence, they may be recorded for
their benefit. They have been unlucky to greater extent in this
regards as yet.

6. Activating at hyper pace my sexual hormones, using stimulating
compounds, initiating porn talks and sentences around me, forcing
persons from surrounding to shout and talk about sexy language round
the clock to pervert my thought or stimulate my thinking towards
sexuality. And by doing this, read my mind. Taking names of my female
and male friends from across the world, and the family members and
noting that how I am thinking about them. Forcing me to utter /
repeat fake statements like a Parrot after those who repeat the
statements in chorus. Such statements are used to be ones which are
untruth but they wanted to get them according to their own desire. For
example the dozens of people would say in my surrounding wherever I
would be: "I have did this political act." "I have committed this
crime." "I have slept with certain person." This would be kept on
repeated again and again until I myself repeat them to think that
actually they want to do by making such sentences. This is how
manipulation is being made.

7. Resisting my financial resources, hindering my visa processes,
resisting my refugee re-settlement etc.

8. Extra-ordinary sexual advancement towards me, especially during the
rush and than recording it into mobile video.

9. Making sensitive my hearing senses enough by combining them with my
sex generating areas of my mind. As a result, I feel aroused even on
the computerized voice of females and males on the telephone.

10. Time and again, they make the intellectual part of my brain
inactive, and activate the memories component. In that particular
moment, a chorus of hints, points, clues, names, first, letters of the
names are being pronounced. Time and again they open-up the veins
associated emotions and relations, of nudity and of anger as well as
fear. At the same time, some stimulating pills are also administered.
They have also activated my nudity vein. In that particular moment, my
mind start making inappropriate images of whose name is taken before
me.

I have been told again and again that if I talked about my persecution
in India I would be trapped and would be pushed towards severity. I
have only one reply that I have learned from my teachers "It is better
face the possible worst than to be blackmailed by any threat of
possible trap."

All this has been done in last two years in a bid to make me further
vulnerable. To save themselves from the crime they committed together
in Nepal and India.

In this regards, I utter a conversation:

I utter a few words by some Indians:

Official: "You should apply for Indian citizenship."

Me: "Thanks for your kind suggestion. It would really be great honor.
However, I would prefer to continue of refugee status until I am in
India and elsewhere because in that case I'll have certain degree of
freedom for writing on Sindh and on Pakistan."

Official: "You should forget Sindh. And, you have to recognize
yourself Pakistani"

Me: "I am a Sindhi. I am not Pakistani. I am a Sindhi refugee. I am
just waiting for my refugee re-settlement outside Pakistan."

I want to add up about a happening in Nepal:

I was invited by someone that was part of join mechanism of
India-USA-Pakistan. That person was of Indian origin and said that
India is not interested in Sindhi people's movement. India does not
want to see Sindh and Balochistan free countries. In Jawalakhel, a
person associated with a Holland intelligence set-up came along with a
Maulvi associated with either Jamat-e-Islami Hind or Jamiat-e-Ulema
Hind (India) at our house. I was told that the Maulvi was working with
UK's DFID and wants to check our house and wants to know about our
religious practices. That particular visit has remained a big
question. This becomes of special importance when I came to know that
some persons who acted against us in Nepal also came from
Nepal-Bangladesh-India border area as well as Champaran district of
Indian Bihar.

I cannot forget mentioning one thing - the Indians have tried their
best to show their sympathy and have never let us felt that we are out
of our country.

This is a brief to just develop an understanding of the friends around
the nature of the persecution we are undergoing. I hope this will help
educate them as well in understanding the modern means of persecution
as well.

Zulfiqar Shah, New Delhi, India

Torture that shook me

Torture that shook me

I have written in details on the various forms of persecution in
Pakistan against me and the persons associated with me. I haven't
mentioned as yet about how the establishment used traps against my
personal being concerning sexuality and about my family members.

There were three components of my persecution:

1. Sexual traps
2. Conflict creating within my family
3. Attempt to penetrate into my immediate and broader family
4. Attempt to penetrate in my office
5. Attempt to engage me with the girls of NGOs sector in Islamabad around me;
6. And, attempt persuade me by the family members of Pakistan Army'
senior commissioned officers (Colonel, Brigadier and General)

Along with giving me tough time on professional and social front, they
just wanted to create a trap through maneuvering for involvement in
the illicit relationships.

It is important to mention here that it was Christian Studies Centre,
Islamabad that managed this penetration into my family. And, that
penetration was carried forward through Pakistan-India double agent
Tarun Singh, a captain in Pakistan Army's military intelligence, who
works under cover of Pakistan Television as an anchor person.

Captain Tarun Singh is Canada born Sikh Punjabi whose father was once
activist of Khalistan Movement.

Our persecution began in Pakistan by encircling my and Fatima's
immediate families and friends. Aanother network of Dubai-Chandigarh
of India-Pakistan double agents also became active by 2009.

They pressurized and tried to create traps around our families and
friends. Our families and friends have suffered the worst, and in so
many manners more than me. I can say nothing but to salute for their
being in the toughest situation and yet supporting me.

The worst side of the story is the sexual and psychological torture on
me in Islamabad, Karachi and Hyderabad. A few female persons from
distant relatives and friends were made sex-icons to me through a
process on which I would write in details in future, I was continuesly
given stimulating pills, and was kept on giving the psychological
impulse towards certain persons. One of our office, ISM, employee was
trapped by Military Intelligence (MI) Latifabad in Hyderabad as well
as MI Sukkur.

From March to October 2011, the first floor of our office was hired by
ISI - Mirpurkhas unit, and from November 2011to May 2012 the top floor
of the building was hired by MI - Sukkur. MI - Jamshoro also started
interfering in our office.

I was kept on given the stimulating, talkative and depression creating
pharmaceutical essences (drops) that were being given to me in the tea
and water. However, I salute the kindness, commitment and support of
my office staff who themselves no doubt remained under severe pressure
but supported me unto the last.

In India:

Pakistan is continuously being facilitated by Indian authorities
concerning our persecution.

This persecution is ill intended and I have been forced to do wrong
things in India during last two years and was asked and pressurized to
say "Yes" to their fake statements on my political opinions and
personal relations. I was asked to say that I have been in some
unexpected "sexual relations" even if I haven't been in the relations.
All this was done in the PG Hostel of Munirka; in Rohni as well as
during certain time-period at the place I have been living recently. I
have also been forced to keep some sexual relations by apparently
commoners but in fact associated with some Indian Intelligence
Agencies. All this was being done, especially whenever I wrote
something hard about Pakistan either on the facebook or in articles.
This extremly happened in Rohni and to certain extent in the premises
of area where I am living these days.

They first gave me chemicals and stimulating pills, created an
environment of pressure, kept on taking the names of female family
members and friends. Since there are some gadgets inserted in my
spine, whatsoever I imagine, think and talk is being listed and
viewed.

Sometimes, I have been given the elements during last two years due to
which I think unnecessary, talk negative and positive at the same time
for the same issues and remain in the illusions, and express
absurdity.

I have been kept on pressurized to not write against Pakistan, and
withdraw my thought for the freedom of Sindh that I refused. I was
asked at Jantar Mantar to tender apology to Pakistan in writing, than
the issue would be resolved, which I also refused.

I have been told that they (the agencies here in India) have managed
someone to sleep with me in India in the time while I was aslept and
have recorded it.

Sometimes, lip service is being done on behalf of the some people
whose identity is unknown to me and they talk strange things to me.

Many times in the city during last two years, I encountered, some
humiliating remarks:

"You have slept with someone."

My reply to them is common:

"If I have slept with someone according to you, which I don't know and
thereore that someone is unknown to me, and if that has happened ever,
it is my pleasure! You can send me more, again and again, and send me
whosoever from your fold is willing to, I am ready to sleep with
them."

What else I can reply to every day shouting?

All this is being done to psychologically victimize me in a bid to
stop me writing. Whenever I write, I am told "Phir Tum ne Awaz Uthai,
Ab Delhna, Kiya Hota ke". (You have raised your voice again, you will
see what happens with you.) And, the sex-psychology drama begins.

I don't know anything. I know only one thing -- After the expiration
of my passport, whatsoever negative would be done against me, would be
a responsibility of Indian authorities only, not of Pakistan.

NOTES FROM FACEBOOK ON THE SAME:

have discussed so many things; yet I haven't shared some important
aspect of my persecution.

I think it would be the best to share this for the broader
understanding of the Sindhi society about the manners and modus
operandi of the persecution, traps and controlling mechanisms by the
Pakistani intelligence agencies against Sindhi activists, and probably
Baloch.

The persecution began from 1999. In 1999, I was compelled to resign
from Daily Ibrat because of two editorials, and one article on
Pakistan Army written by a Sindhi commissioned officer of the
military.

In 2001, I worked with an NGO, which also tried to suppress my
professional development. I was asked by that NGO's senior to identify
the active young Sindhi nationalists for hiring in the NGOs.

There is another perspective of the persecution that was unleashed
around and against me, my friends and broader personal families. But
before coming to that I would briefly prefer to narrate the periods of
the persecution:

2000 - 2001: A environment was created in which my membership was
cancelled from Sindh Nationalist Forum, an intellectual body of Sindhi
nationalists. Later on, when an inquiry was conducted, it proved that
it was a conspiracy. My membership was revived; however until than I
joined and started activism in Pakistan Fisherfolk Forum (PFF).

2005-2006: After Pakistan Army's pressure, we converted our proposed
conference into a roadblock and sit in on water rights of Sindh and
against Kalabagh Dam scheduled in Islamabad in December 2005. When I
returned back from Islamabad in January 2006, I was compelled to
resign from Pakistan Fisaherfolk Forum through a situation. In
Karachi, when I myself and my girl friend moved ahead for marriage,
her father was asked to refuse the marriage proposal because he
(myself) was a Sindhi nationalist and believed in the freedom of Sindh
to certain extent. He refused the marriage for that reason; although
her daughter was already knowing that. The question arise here who
felt need to instigate the old man, and why? That's quite
understandable.

2006 (second half): GOC Hyderabad Cantt sent me a message for stopping
activism around enforced disappearance.

2007 (August onwards) - 2009 (August): After my return from Thailand,
I was continuously started given the various pharmaceutical things and
chemicals in the South Asia Partnership Pakistan - Sindh Chapter in a
bid to alter my behavior. These things included so many irritation
creating drugs, stimulating elements, and the elements that make
someone talkative. Unfortunately, they couldn't damage my principles
personally or resist my activism. All this was done to damage my
posture and trap me in a way that I may become part of them.

It is important to mention here that after immediate return from
Thailand, this process was started. I was given some elements due to
which I observed a heart attack like situation in the office, and was
taken in emergency to a nearby hospital, where doctors saved my life
by immediately putting a pill bellow my tongue.

2009 (August) to 2010 (March):
I remained under severe chest pain in Lahore; however I was not given
any stimulatives at least. Strangely enough, our (myself and Fatima's)
nails started breaking down and we were fastly losing our hairs. We
still don't know the reasons behind the situation.

2010 (September) - 2011 (January): I was back in Hyderabad and we
founded The Institute for Social Movements, Pakistan (ISM) by March
2010. I was started given nerve breaking drugs, stimulating elements
and behavior changing pharmacy. When a Karachi based doctor identified
that the inclusion of elements in the edibles, I kept on changing the
cook from our office; ands later on moved the office to another place
of the same area.

2011 (January) - 2012 (May):

I was kept on extreme stimulative pills and behavior distorting drugs.
I was also given drugs that caused kidney bleeding.

The worst part of this situation was when some intelligence agencies'
females, apparently commoners, were kept on giving the verbal messages
regarding some female friends, and broader family associates and
respectable relations. It was shocking. However, they could not
succeeded in their intentions. Our families never withdrew their moral
support despite being in troubles. It was the moment, despite doing
something out of way, I fell in the love with someone from social
surrounding, which was a normal course, and that remained limited only
to the talks. This was done in a bid to create a situation around me
that might have given Pakistan Army associated intelligence agencies
to resist my activism.

It is important to mention here that not only my and Fatima's
immediate families but broader families and friends were also taken
into hold or in a kind of virtual cordoning off.

I would also mention here that I quit an NGO in 2001, because I said
'NO' to certain advancements. Strangely, a head of that particular NGO
got angry on me because of my resign and kept on asking to join back.
And when I was refused returning, he complained about me immediately
to a couple of Western Friends, and he later on tried and manipulated
the things in my circle. When an inquiry was conducted by the
collective friends, I was excused by the friends for their change in
behavior due to fallacious sharing by the Mr. Director.

There is more need to disclose about the things in detail especially
in Sindhi language so that the activists in Sindh should be kept aware
of the new methods of state in controlling the activists. I'll also
include here the name of a psychiatrist based in Hyderabad, who use to
be on the penal of Hyderbad cantt.

This is a brief, of which the details would be made public later on. I
cannot avail the facility of internet at the moment therefore I am
writing this on my facebook.

(I have tried my best to restrict myself to personal and ethical
aspects of the persecution.)

- Zulfiqar Shah, New Delhi, India